Making this work

I'm having a very difficult day today. I can't get motivated to do anything (read: take Harley for a walk). Thankfully he's keeping himself busy chewing on a bison bone but I've got to get him out there for a walk while it's nice out. I have an appointment with Marianne at 2pm so he has to get walked before I leave him in his kennel. He's jumping up on the 2 living room tables which means that my printer, the remotes and my laptop are always in danger. I think he's only doing it because I haven't been walking him. I'll get dressed in a few minutes and force myself to take him for a walk. It will do me some good to get out and walk. Having a puppy while dealing with depression is not an easy thing but I'm committed to Harley and to making this work. Maybe I'll take him on a bunch of short walks today instead of trying to deal with him on one long walk. That might be a more effective and productive thing to do. I really don't like feeling like this and I especially dont' like the way it's effecting Harley. It's up to me to give him what he needs as a dog and that means walking him. Okay, I'm going to get up now and take him for a walk over to the mailboxes.