I'm an idiot!

Well, I talked to David and he said we should call Kris and tell her that we are still interested in Blue. So, he called and left her a message. I feel like an idiot. If the answer is no, then it needs to come from Kris. She has the dog's best interest at heart. She'll help us make the right decision. If the answer is no, then I'll accept it, but I wanted to say no to her before she could say no to me. I've been worried about what we would do with Blue when we go to Wisconsin for 3 days. We'd have to put him into overnight doggy day care. What am I doing? I'm so emotional about this. I really want a dog. I don't like not having a dog. None of this makes any sense, but it never does when you get a dog. Kris probably won't see us as good candidates for a dog right now (if ever!) and so this will be a moot question. I really am an idiot. :-)