Getting it all out

I spent about an hour crying earlier. I was missing Skooter so much. I tried to talk to David about it but it just made me feel sadder. I just cried and cried and cried. I thought that sending an email to Kris would make me feel better, so I started writing one to her. Then the phone rang. It was Lynn. She asked me what I was doing. I told her I was crying because I missed my dogs.

Lynn talked to me, comforted me and reminded me of what I had written in the Dog Blog earlier about being at peace with my decision and having less stress with the dogs gone. She read my blog to me and it helped ease my mind. I asked her if she thought it would be okay if I sent an email to Kris. She said I should if it would make me feel better, so I sent Kris an email.

In the email I told Kris that I missed Skooter, that I needed to know that he was okay and I needed to know that Skooter and Moped are adoptable. I told her I just needed reassurance that I did the right thing. I haven't heard back from her yet.

I feel a whole lot better after talking to Lynn. And it's real helpful to have David here. I felt very lonely today and missed the dogs even more.

It'll all be okay.