Bluer than blue

Should I just let go of Skooter and Moped? Would it be better and easier if I just let go right now? How do I let go of something I love so much? Which is worse: the stress they caused when they were here or the sadness of them not being here? All I know is that I am sad.

"Bluer than Blue"

After you go
I can catch up on my reading
After you go
I'll have a lot more time for sleeping
And when you're gone
Looks like things are gonna be a lot easier
Life will be a breeze you know
I really should be glad
But I'm bluer than blue
Sadder than sad
You're the only light
This empty room has ever had
Life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue
Bluer than blue...

These lyrics really express how I feel right now. Some people might think it's silly to feel so strongly about dogs, just dogs, but to me they are more than dogs. They were my companions. I spent more time with them than I did with anyone else. Their sounds filled up my home. Now my home seems so empty, so quiet. I will get used to the quiet and I will eventually enjoy the new found freedom I have, but for right now I am content with being sad. It seems appropriate. And even if it's not appropriate, it's how I feel.
- Michael Johson