Not right now

I've been researching getting another dog, a toy fox terrier puppy. But I just watched the videos of the dogs and it brought tears to my eyes. Soon they will be with other owners. Yes, owners. I do not own them anymore. I miss them terribly. I'll never be able to see snow drifts without thinking about them playing in them. This house reminds me so much of them. I'm doing the right thing, I know I am, but it doesn't stop me from missing them. It doesn't stop me from being sad. I look at other dogs and see how cute they are, but I compare them to Skooter and Moped and they don't measure up. I just couldn't get another dog. Not right now.