It's going to be okay

David just called to tell me that he isn't mad at me for giving up Harley. He must have been reading the Dog Blog. I'm glad that he's not mad at me. He said he's been quiet because he really misses Harley, that he loves Harley and this was harder than losing Skooter and Moped. I don't really know what to say. I feel bad too. It will take time but we'll both move on from this. David really wants to know how Harley is doing. I wonder how he is doing too. I just don't know that I want to contact Cindy to find out. I feel like I need to leave this alone, to let it be. Hanging on to it will only make it worse. I need to let go completely.

Anyway, it is still quiet and lonely in the house. It will take a while before it becomes my place again. I'm not thinking of Harley every single moment though and that's a good thing. The dogs out back are barking. Sometimes I wonder if they are calling Harley or missing him. Probably not. It's me that is missing him. I'm determined though to not let this ruin my day or the days to come. I love him, I miss him but I'm moving on with my life. He's in a good place and I'm sure he's getting lots of attention. Both Harley and I win in this situation. It's going to be okay.